He's be crawling anyway!
Today was one of those days where I just sat in awe as I watched Noah play, grow, and develop. It’s so much fun watching him bang on blocks, sit up, laugh, and tries his hardest to crawl. He’s soooooooo close. Any day this little boy will be on the move….I can’t wait!
I love every second of being this little boy’s dad!
I’ll never forget a conversation I had with a friend, classmate, and former offensive tackle for the Denver Bronco’s just a few months before Noah was born. This friend of mine was doing a fantastic job of raising his two children, and as a new parent whenever a seasoned pro offers to give me parenting advice, I listen.
We discussed many different aspects of parenting that day, but there was one sentence my buddy told me that I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forget:
“Whatever preconceived ideas you have about what your child will be like, I promise you, he will be totally different.”
Boy was my friend right.
That sentence was one of the first things that came to my mind when we found out that our son was born with Down syndrome. I’m glad he took the time to offer that piece of parenting advice to me, because that sentence gave (and still gives) me a lot of comfort. And it’s a great reminder to all of us parents (and soon to be parents) out there….parenting will never be 100%, totally, just like you expect it to be. Never.
And that’s ok.
Of course neither my friend nor I knew that Noah would be born with 3 copies of his 21st Chromosome when we had that talk. He was simply making the point that parenting is nothing like we expect it to be before we have children. Down syndrome, or no Down syndrome. There’s no class, no weekend retreat, no seminar, no conference, no nothing that someone can go to in order to help them win at parenting.
They just have to dive in, and trust God. Or maybe that should be; trust God, and dive in.*
* I add an asterisk here to say that diving in to parenting doesn’t mean you shouldn’t prepare, and be responsible.. All of the above resources I mentioned above all all good tools, although none of them are the end all solution. Further, a child needs a stable environment. They need a mom and a dad. Trust me, I understand that sometimes in life things don’t always work out the way we intend for them to. Sometimes men don’t step up to the role they are called to fill. Sometimes women don’t. Sometimes people don’t take responsibility for creating a life. And that’s tragic. I could write much about this, but I digress….
Just please know when I say you have to dive-in to parenting there’s a huge asterisk attached.
People (including me when Noah was born) often assume that raising a child with Down syndrome is more difficult than raising a typical child. I remind them that parenting in general is difficult. Parenting a child with Down syndrome doesn’t make it more difficultt per se, it just makes it different.
And although it’s different, it’s sooooooo worth it. In fact, different can often be a blessing.
I’m sure some people will disagree with me. And that’s ok. Noah is our first (and as of today, only) child, and so different is all we know. Different is our normal. And we are ok with it. Very ok with it.
What’s one area of parenting that turned out to be totally different from what you thought it would be like before you had your first child?
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My favorite Parenting Quote is: "Don't be a barrier to your child"....
That's a great one!
Do ou have any children? If so how old?
Why is it that we try and try to get them to sit up and talk etc etc and then we spend the teenage years telling them to sit down and shut up hahahahahahha
Not in this house...we'll be talking as long as we can...! :)
My son, Alex, continues to teach me so much more than I teach him. He's remarkable. He also has trisomy 21 and every day I thank God that Alex was made especially for us. Someone once told me, "Being a parent isn't difficult; anyone can do it. Being a good parent is difficult." So true.
@23c8a4a5904c421e1adae8dad50b079e:disqus So true. It's sort of like when people say "God only gives special kids, to special people." I tell them, no...He 'gives" kids to people when they have sex. :) Sometimes people have children that shouldn't. :) I mean that in the nicest possible way of course.
I think what you said is so correct. Being a parent is easy...it's being a good parent that is challenging.
How old are your children?
I love reading your blog. I am a 22 year old mother to a 2 year old baby boy with Down Syndrome. He is my first as well! Jacob adores his dad. He will turn all the way around trying to following him and keep him in sight. He just laughs and smiles all the time! Jacob has definitely taught me that he is his own person and that I am here to help him to become the man God intended him to be. I am grateful that I had Jacob first. Having Jacob has helped me to realize that parents can not live their life through their children. I use to have all these plans on what my children would do; softball, ballet, dance, baseball, football, etc. Now I realize that as long as my child has a happy fulfilling life thats what is important. If Jacob wants to play baseball then I will support him 100%! If he doesn't, I will support him 100%! Keep blogging you are truly wonderful and inspiring.
What a lovely post Laurenne - Jacob is a lucky little guy to have such a clever and wise Mummy - perhaps you should start your own blog too? Hint Hint!!
I 2nd that...!
I'd be glad to help you get started. Just let me know how I can help. :)
I have often thot to start a blog for my 45 yr old brother.
Other than time, is it hard to get started?
@a42853e8e431382d3e0f868b60076cfc:disqus Nope. It's very easy actually. But it does take time. :)
I'd be happy to help you if you decide to get something going. And by the way..you should. Your story has power. Did you read this post ---> http://noahsdad.com/power/
When I heard from friends and colleagues that they let their children climb into bed with them in the middle of the night I thought, I will NEVER allow this. My husband and I work all day and need our sleep too. When our little ones started to do it, it didn't seem so bad. I looked it up on the internet and some of the "experts" said they do this because they crave closeness because you are apart all day long. Awwwe and we loved to cuddle them back. But now they are 8 and 10 years old and still doing it. The same "experts" say not to worry, they won't do it when they are 14 years old. Gosh I hope not, our bed is not big enough right now as it seems :)
@457e52f1ebb3e375bedbd966ff6b6acc:disqus ha,ha. I know just where you are coming from. You'll have to ask my wife @noahsmomMD about my thoughts on that... :) She has to pray Noah out of my hands some night...I just love cuddling with him so much. :)
After my son (with Ds and WPW) had heart surgery he recovered in my room... a couple nghts turned into weeks... I felt guilty that I wasn't a "better" parent until we went to see the cardiologist who did an echo of my son's hardworking heart and then did another echo while I hugged my son. His heart wasn't working as hard when I held him. I was his pace heart and his place of rest... couldn't think of a "better" thing I could do as a parent. Trust your heart too.
love the jammies he is doing so good hes gonna be walking soon then dad you will be on the run all the time . go noahhhhhhh hugs lil man
Thanks...! We are a little behind on our videos (as you may have noticed from the date on the site, but I'll give you a spoiler alert....he is crawling all around!) :)
I totally agree - my kids were going to cure cancer, bring about world peace, solve world hunger and win Olympic gold medals in every event known to man - but I forgot that each has their own life path / personality / goals and that we as parents don't write the script - "Somebody" else does!
Who knows, they still might. It's the "how" that you and I get to watch unfold. How awesome. :)
Good
morning (2/28/12): Does anyone know of a support group focusing on (middle-aged)
siblings who are the sole caregiver of their adult brothers/sisters
w/Down syndrome? I feel very isolated and abandoned, not to mention
broke, worn out, and worried about the future. Hope all you young
parents will be thinking far ahead. I have an idea about building
cohousing communities to solve the problem of what happens
when our DS loved ones grow up, especially if their parents haven't
made a plan and/or when only one sibling (as in my case) cares (and is
struggling, not just financially, but in attempting to deal w/my brother
who is in decline; don't worry, that won't happen to every DSer).
Thanks a million in advance of any info you can impart. (P.S. We are in
NJ now)
hi you should check with social services/ Here in Oklahoma we call it DHS they may know of a group. Talk to the special needs teachers in your area they might be able to give you some help. At the very least maybe they can hook you up with the parents of someone from thier class room that might be some kind of support. hope this is helpful. take care and prayers for you and yours
My nephew doesn't have DS but is high functioning special. I am his legal guardian. Each state has some type of Department of Human Services. It may take many calls to finally get to the right place. Also, contact a local Special Olympics. This organization is full of parents/families that are a wealth of knowledge. I have a long term plan in place for my "WesBuck". There are attorneys that specialize in setting up paperwork for after you are gone. Remember it's a life of baby steps. Prayers for you : )
I'm not sure how actively they help folks to create support networks but I think these folks are pretty much best practice in terms of figuring things out and might be helpful http://www.neighbours-inc.com/newjersey/nj.html I'm not in the states, but in our area talking to some of the best agencies can go a long ways towards learning what might be out there and what's working for other people in your situation.
Hi I too am the guardian of my brother who is 45. We have had help thru the DHS program here in Texas
Hope you find a program/support group there in NJ.
Thanks for being there for your brother! Best to you n him
Blessings
Bea
I went to the Nation Down Syndrome Congress's Annual Convention with my parents and older sister(with DS) last summer and they had quite a bit of info for siblings as the sole caregivers. I haven't looked much into the resources they provided as I am currently in college and have not yet taken on the main caregiving role. One of the resources a lot of people really recommended though is called the Sibling Leadership Network...it does not focus exclusively Down Syndrome but still has a lot of really good information! Also it's probably worth looking at the National Down Syndrome Congress's website as I'm sure they have a lot of valuable resources too. hope this was helpful and sending positive thoughts your way!
First of all let me say I understand some of what you are feeling. I have a 20 year old son, Jesse with DS and it has taken my husband, Jesse's two brothers and me to care for him over the years. I am fortunate that income is not an issue at least for now but looking ahead I worry about what will become of him when we are old or no longer alive. He can never be left alone and that will never change. Jesse does not speak or sign and has no understanding of danger. We do get some respite relief and that is a life saver to us. He is in a program now that watches him after school for us. It costs but it is not terrible. Look for help anywhere you can, go through Department of Human Services, Social Security Dept etc. There should be someone who can at least give you a break. I hope you get some relief. We have a decent program in TN where many of our adults live in group homes. They generally seem to like it and the families are still active in their lives. You are good to care for him. I am trying to arrange it so that my sons do not have to take responsibility for Jesse on a daily basis should he outlive my husband and me. They love him and will make sure he is in a good place but I could never ask them to physically care for him everyday. It is exhausting and is more difficult as he gets older. We do not have an extended family so it is really worrisome.
in your state, contact the area agency on aging, it is part of a service, with info what is available in your area, next contact a agency in your area for DS, and than most hospitals offer, support groups so you might check with your local hospital to see if they have a group, than in the newspaper usually support groups post, on Sundays you should be able to go online for the newspaper in your town and read the back issues for listings, than also one person wanted a support group for something else as they lived in a very small town and I managed to find a support group on line for him and family on that Google; DS support group for adult siblings....hope that helps you...Cj
I have an idea about building
cohousing communities to solve the problem of what happens
when our DS loved ones grow up,......when you contact area agency on aging ask for the info on....independent living, assisted living, boarding homes....the boarding home is a sort of mini assisted living they are state inspected, and cannot have over 10 residents and are usually in a ranch style home sitting, and the care taker lives in the home with them, and than they usually have a few more workers...so ask them about that.....it is cool actually ....a friend has one of the mini homes...it is a new built home, they each have their own room...so bigger house....everything just like a home, they all go out on outings as a family etc....
I too am caretaker for my brother, who is now 43 yrs. old. It is a huge responsibility. When I retired, I moved in with him and my Mom.
I quickly discovered that being a full time caretaker puts a lot of weight on your shoulders and can bring a lot of strain...emotionally, financially, and physically. I made one phone call to the Dept. of Human Resources here in Texas and received lots of help and information. Here's the main # in New Jersey.
http://www.state.nj.us/humanservices/staff/hotlines/index.html
Please call them and let them help. Your commitment to your brother is amazing, but you can't do it alone. Also, be sure to ask if New Jersey has a plan that actually pays full time caretakers. It may not be much, but it will help. Tx. does not have this program, but many states do. You can also go to medicare.gov and enter your brother's social security #. You will immediately see what services are available for him. It's so easy now, you simply enter his SSN. No more waiting on the phone forever.
I hope you find help and encouragement soon.
Thank you to everyone who left comments. I really appreciate you guys stepping in and filling in a gap I don't know much about. This is an incredible community here. We are blessed to be on this journey with you all.
@856341c265078754d161a6838d4ebdce:disqus Please keep us posted and let us know any way we can come around and help support and help you.
Are there any specific things we could be praying about for you? Also would you mind sharing where you are located? Perhaps there are some others that read our site that live near by and could offer their friendship.
Your posts are great and I am so glad that God specifically chose you and your wife to parent this amazing boy, Noah! My youngest (of 4) Elizabeth, has DS. She has taught me from the moment of her birth that there are no professional parents only devoted companions committed to making the journey with her. Whenever you think you know what you are doing that seems to be the time when you need to learn something new. Thanks for the inspiration:)
@facebook-1350157543:disqus Thank you so very much for your kind words. I really appreciate it. And you are right, there is no such thing as "professional parents."
By the way, you should post a picture of your family here in the comments, and on our facebook page. We all love seeing pictures of everyone's families. :)
When we discovered my infertility, we adopted two boys from
foster care. They don't look like I imagined my kids would when I was growing up-I'm white and their African American. They have some issues they would not have had if born into a stable home. But as you said, all parenting is work, and we have been incedibly blessed with our boys.
Wow. It sounds like you guys have an amazing story! I'd love to hear more. :)
Do you guys have a blog?